I don’t know what my deal is lately, but I feel so unsatisfied.
I know that I’m a talented and creative person, but I don’t have the right outlet for it. There is no place or culture of creations in my surroundings and I have to soul mate for creating. I’m not challenged in my day to day, and I feel like I’ve stopped learning. This is death as a designer. You always have to be evolving and searching and growing. Feeling like you’re capable of doing so much and not having a place to focus it, is so frustrating.
So change needs to happen before I go coo coo for real.